Monday, April 8, 2013

Sadness

Yesterday I was incredibly angry and disgusted, filled with rage over something else I discovered about my husband. I won't share it in this blog or with many people. The shame is his and his alone to bear. But overnight, my unimaginable anger has turned to overwhelming sadness. Like sobbing for four hours, one hour of sleep sadness. Tears while I was making grilled cheese sandwiches sadness. All consuming sadness that is crippling. I much prefer the rage but I know this too shall pass.

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  1. Did you change your mind later and decide to do it anyway? After reading some of your other blog posts I cannot fathom what could be more awful than the things you have already shared here.

    Rage is good until it's not - Useless Internet People

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    1. Yes, I did end up talking about it on here. Keeping anything quiet has never been my strong point. I believe in full disclosure. Something my husband should have remembered before he started up his activities for the husband of the year award.

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